sometimes nothing at all..

girl

edutiloss — Sat, 17 Jun 2006 01:59:55 +0000

i am always forgetting my place in the world

trying to be more than is allowed

doing things that aren't for a girl

knoweldge inside my mind unshroud

wasted

edutiloss — Wed, 07 Jun 2006 15:52:28 +0000

i'm wasted

and tasted, life on the edge

like a candy, to rot me

inside my head

addictive, i want this

don't rip me out

gripping, persisting

screaming out loud

honestly

edutiloss — Wed, 07 Jun 2006 15:16:57 +0000

i'm modest

and honest

but you call me

a liar

i'm trying

to be the

best thing

that you've ever had

you laugh

and bash

and break my heart

always

don't tell me

you kill me

with crit-i-

-sis-im

why should i

cry

one more time

its not like

you love me

you say that

you don't care

but i sit

there

a blank stare

try to

survive for

a guy who is

someone

not there

erase

edutiloss — Wed, 07 Jun 2006 15:11:18 +0000

i cant erase

what shes done

a broken heart is

hard to mend

but please don't punish me

for all those things

that painfully

make you guilty

her

edutiloss — Wed, 07 Jun 2006 14:34:22 +0000

i wish you wouldn't blame me for what she's done to you

i wish you'd see the difference in all that i do

i've been so good, so true and sweet

and still i pay for all of her mistakes

none of me.

edutiloss — Wed, 07 Jun 2006 14:26:06 +0000

i don't want to cry every morning

when i leave his arms

i want to feel his heart beating

and know its for me

a true love forever, best friends

but you'll never

because you only have 50% of me

dwindling

bad..

edutiloss — Wed, 07 Jun 2006 14:23:29 +0000

i don't know why i let you treat me so bad

why i keep coming back

you don't care, don't even want me

it kills me, slowly

in the way

edutiloss — Wed, 07 Jun 2006 14:22:16 +0000

i don't want to be that way

stay out of the way

hang on one more day

he'll love you, eventually

survive

edutiloss — Wed, 07 Jun 2006 13:56:18 +0000

i want to die

dont ask why

when this sigh has passed by

i know i'll survive

look and see

edutiloss — Mon, 05 Jun 2006 21:05:46 +0000

look at all these people with nothing to their name

no fame

no one to blame

look at everyone with empty little eyes

unwise

lives full of lies

see how they walk by

sublime

for an entire lifetime